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I don’t know if this will get notes, and being honest, I don’t mind if it doesn’t, I just need to let it out.

I’m a very loving person. If I love you, I let you know. I’m always hugging or helping in any way those I love. Ever since my mom passed away, I try to let everyone know if I love them. But being that way made it very easy for people to hurt me.

Today, the one person I consider my best friend just told me he doesn’t care about me. My brother just told me that I’m dead to him, that he has hated me for at least a year and he doesn’t want to talk to me or see me again.

Why?? Because I asked him to help me carry a box back to the car. Keep in mind that I’m 5’1” and he’s like, almost 6’, so he’s really strong.

He told me that he’s just fed up with me being so useless, that he hates me being so short and needy and that he hates seeing me at school and hugging him ‘hello’ or ‘goodbye’.

You most know that I’ve always told everything to him, and he means the world to me, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for him. So, him telling me that he hates me hurt, bad. I’ve only cried this bad  when my mom passed, and that’s it. Now, I can’t go to him when I need him the most.

I now it’s my fault he feels that way, and I want to fix everything, but I don’t know how to fix something I didn’t do wrong. So, it’s wrong that I like showing him I love him??

WE CANT LET THIS HAPPEN WITHOUT A FIGHT!!!

  • FANDOMS IT IS TIME TO UNLESH OUR INSANITY UPON YAHOO

  • AVENGERS ASSEMBLE

  • HUNTERS GET THE FUCKING SALT

  • SHERLOCKIANS GET YOUR TEA

  • WHOVIANS GET THE TARDIS

  • TRIBUTES READY YOUR ARROWS

  • DAUNTLESS GET THE GUNS

  • DEMIGODS READY THE THUNDERBOLTS

  • POTTERHEADS WANDS AT THE READY

  • TRAINERS CHOOSE YOUR POKEMON

  • DIRECTIONERS GET THE GLITTER

  • PLAYERS READY YOUR STRIFE SPECIBUS

  • NATIONS GET THE PASTA

  • HOBBITS PREPARE TO WEAR THE RING OF POWER

  • TREKKIES SET PHASERS TO KILL

  • GLEEKS GET THE SLUSHIES

  • GUARDIANS TAKE NO PRISONERS

  • SHADOWHUNTERS READY THE RUNES

  • SCHOOL BOYS TO THE BARRICADE

  • FANGIRLS START SCREAMING

  • WE HAVE TO GET MOVING PEOPLE THERE ISNT MUCH TIME!

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